So, I'm pretty much the worst blogger ever. My friend told me to set this up because it would be good networking.... and, of course, it's always good to write randomly. I thought I would be on this thing entirely too much, spewing too much of myself on the internet, but the last couple months, I can barely keep a consistent thought long enough to blog it out. I apologize to those who love me and put up with my bullshit, because I know this does not only apply to my blogging habits.
I was thinking the other day how friends might describe me to their friends. Well, because I'm a narcissist. And I think it's fascinating that the way I perceive myself isn't necessarily how I'm viewed by others. It makes me think of when I spent time with a friend of a friend who, at the end of the night, told me that I wasn't at all what she had expected. It seems our mutual cohort had told her to expect the worst from me; that I might judge her negatively and come out swinging. She's a lovely girl. And she thinks I'm lovely too. I wonder if my friend really sees me that way. And if he does, well, that absolutely horrifies and fascinates me. I consider myself to be occasionally abrasive, but I'm never irrational. I may contradict myself, but I'm never completely illogical. But I guess this is only my opinion against those that are suppose to know me better than I know myself.
